Seeking Up

Recently when I received some very negative, hurtful, dark comments on another blog, I began to pray for clarity. When someone in the world is purposely trying to hurt you and make you feel less worthy than you are, you naturally want to believe it is true, and/or want to crucify them. I prayed a lot about what to do with it all and all the emotions that came with it. Thanks to prayers, answers of who it is was (someone I know and never really spoke to), and that I needed to pray for them came. Sometimes people get derailed from being God centered and living their life with purpose that they were placed here for. For as hurtful as the words were I prayed that this person would find their way back. I so want to be angry, and call this person out. However, I am really just so sad for them. A cyber bully at this age isn’t exactly purposeful or centered. They told me time and time again that I wasn’t special, but dear internet troll, …we all are–even you. We were placed on this earth for a reason. Until this reason is completed we stay. The universal teaching we must never forget is simple–what we put in we get out. I don’t need to crucify you–someday you will have a life review and feel what I felt. I know because I have been there. For whatever darkness resides in your heart it can be replaced by God-loving light.